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*All words, thoughts, and insanity © Madeline, 2004*
I'm not the woman you think I am
April 17, 2003
I had a great dinner tonight with my family at Don Pablos. As we were heading out I saw the cutest couple and it made me miss Martha dearly. I miss all the lil' things we would do together and our everyday rountines. This break-up has been devasting for me...I honestly did not expect to return from my Canadian trip and have my girl tell me that she wants to live alone, etc, etc... Seeing this couple tonight also made me want to date again. The thing is, I don't see myself at this exact moment investing my heart or mind into anyone else except Martha. So...I'm so frustrated at myself. I am constantly questioning what went wrong in our relationship and what I could have done differently...it's been a constant struggle I face daily...it's so annoying. Okay...so I'm done feeling sorry for myself now. Well, I'm outta here. Peace out!
I'm 27 yrs old and I recently moved to NYC. I am a Case Manager for a non-profit organization in Brooklyn.
Cause the world owes us nothing, we owe each other the world."
~Ani Difranco
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